Wow. I am doing breast cancer emotions roulette today and I apologize in advance. I don’t want to be a burden and apologize if I am but today I am a little overwhelmed. The whole thing – swollen boob, miscellaneous pain, feeling tired physically and emotionally, not feeling attractive every day, work pressure, undefinable life pressure, and so on – I can’t decide today if I am balancing or juggling.
I feel a little like a tossed salad might feel if a tossed salad could feel….
One of my Barbs coincidentally before I spoke to her early this morning (I have more than one like I have a ream of Karens), had given me what she calls a bible nugget on a 3″x5″ card and I am just going with it:
“The Lord is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The lord is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid?” ~ Psalm 27:1
Deep breath…inhale…exhale…release…just breathe woman….I am not trying to be a big baby…sorry…I will work through this, just giving advance warning that I might be not-so-tough-girl today….Not feeling negative though…just a little like a tossed salad.